f I d 3 s - as fate would have it

Im at the 21st floor, gameroom … Im still waiting for my dad and mom to pick me up.  Cant go home alone (very heavy reason).  Just like last year, it’s new year’s eve and i feel sad.  Imagine, im the only one right now here in the game room whereas there should be other people here playing either boardgames or foosball or table tennis. In a few hours time, it will be 2006 … what happened to me?  I really cant tell if it has been a good or bad year, i’m just eager to start 2006 since i have big plans.  It’s not like the previous years wherein i was just "thinking " of doing things.  Now, i will make it happen.  I have Julia and Kiefer and that’s enough for me to be more determined.  For myself, I dont wanna be sad anymore.  I dont wanna go back to the past coz now I definitely know the past sucks. 

Basta … 2006 … year of the dog … my year … aarf, aarf!